welcome to my diary

Tuesday, September 29, 2009

title: suddely feel tat~~^^
i saw my fren blog...

she din change everthing...

since tat she was broke up v him...

i dun understand y ppl who love each ohter bcom like tat??

iziit de god kidding or need to practice them??

haiz...watever...

wei!!!continue ur life...

we will alwys there...

bi said tat he wanna stop study next year..

dun noe wat to do...

i feel tat if he really do tis...

our love will end vry fast...

& will difficult to continued...

so how i gonna do???i dun noe yet...

jus wait after my final exam...

yeah!!!must gambeteh...

2day do revision v gang...

a successful day...^^

Friday, September 25, 2009

title: actuallu nth say la..^^
sorry bi...

alwys say break...i really promise i won le..

but i really hope u understand me er...pls..

really soli about im not a good gf...sorry..

& sorry my fren...cant go 4 our meeting...

next time ba...

bi i love u...

really..pls blif it...

muaks...& i will do wat tat let u hapi...

i will try my best to be a good gf...

& about ystday...u really din pui me b4 u ply game...

im sad!!!but if u hapi...go on...

i wom mind it!!!!

i really love u...muaks!!

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

title: 一个字-烦
不知道要怎样说服自己...

你的感受我需要明白,体谅!!!

那我的感受就不值钱吗???

你就不需要体谅我吗???

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

title: celebrate daddy's birthday...
mummy go china adi..

so tis holiday won go any where..t.t

jus stay ay homewatch movie watch movie...

jus keep doing de same thing..

i also dun noe wat is my mood now...

22.09 my daddy birth... we celebrat earlier..

cos bro & sis r going to aunt hse over 9...

here r some pic about our dinner..

Saturday, September 19, 2009

title: celebrate bibi's birthday...^^
wake up 10something den started to prepare myself..

wait til mummy went airport only going to lm..

bought a piece of cake den took taxi to bi bi hse..

at bibi room blow cake..wakaka...

i onli can bought u piece..sorry~

choose shrit 4 him...

omg..saw tat i gav me de card last time din not put properly..

yer!!!so angry lo...den made it for wat???

den went bak to lm...

at a cafe hav lunch...saw his hp hav a pic about he..

err!!!nvm la...i gav him de...

but really too "overdraf" about de number lo...

hope he won le..

watch where got ghost...

alamak...meet my ex...is funny la...

but din disturb our hapi mood...

den go home lu...

i hope he really hapi...cos i went to his hse by myself nia...

wanna gav him surprise...^^

here some pic about my look^^

有点伤心..

可是心清都是(哎,算了...)

我真的天天都不开心吗?

臭鳄鱼说的..

Friday, September 18, 2009

title: last day for skul..& bi birth..
2day last day but din go..

cos no1 attented..i means my fren la..wakaka..

tis morning argue v bibi..

so about 2day's he dun noe wat im doing..

i din msg him...i jus rote him 2msg..

act after my breakfast + lunch i help my mum do thing..

& den tuition le...

i unlike wat he promise dun do lo..

but nvm la...i adi understand something...

so i won unhapi le..i will let u freedom de..

birthday le...must be big boy le la...

thank guys & gal...msg him...

thanks alot..muacks...

wanna slp la...tomorow need tuition..t.t

erm...ganna holiday lu...

loos like alot thing do...

wanna study jor!!!exam is coming...

tats all ba...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR..

I LOVE U!!!!

MUACKS...

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

title: natual VS sexy & care fren more den me..><
haha...tis few day dun noe bibi hope tat i be sexy..

wakaka...bit i love my ownselves...

jus let it natual la...

ok???i jus wann abe comtartable & hapi when im outside...

hehe^^ tis week dun noe can out anot...

my mummy is going to china...wanna leave us..T.T

haha...when she s bak we hav alot shou shun jor...

hope so la...

tis morning raining oh...but de rain not as cold as i think it..

sitting inside de car hope de rain is warm so tat i can stand under it..

ya..i love rain..hapi unhapi also like...

dun noe y 2day hsuan & er argue oh...

1st time saw hsuan so loud & scream...

hopt they will ok la...cos i dun noe wats happen & they din told also..

so fine la..if they dun wan said jus let it la...

er!!! dun so mind it...ok???

we planning wat to do when holiday...

thay say wanna hav steamboat at hsuan hse wo...

erm...haiz...exam s coming...but im not ready at all nia...

fan err!!!hui dun noe wat happen tis year so hardworking oh...

haha..so geng nia...& she got heart in it...

really wanna learn from her jor..wakaka...

i bought a book quite nice de...

sei lo...ltr alwys holding it til ooi ooi also dun wan ah..

wakaka..realli 爱不释手oh~~

bi bi at tm now..t.t

heng...put me alone after skul..

shui yan!!! now he watching movie...

Monday, September 14, 2009

title: vry tired today..sleepy nia...

















haha...tats when we having tuition...

today so stick bibi^^hehe..

maybe long time no c him le..

nth special today la..

& den after skul so sleepy...my aunt so late onli cam to fetch us hor...

haiz...tak boleh tahan lol...

after tution slp at room but let sis wake me up..

err!!!so angry..onli slp few minutes lei...

i still got tuition ltr at 6pm...

den went to mummy room to ooi ooi..

den teacher said she is not coming..

wau!!!!so hapi!!!!continue mt drream...wakaka...

tats all ba...

bi ah~ if work not hapi den change lo...

i promise won waste ur $ de...

i also hope u hapi...

soli err...i really feel i jus will think about myself...

dun noe to care other ppl...especially ppl who love me..

muaks..bi i love u...

Sunday, September 13, 2009

title: 我要从新生活...
2day went to popular saw a book rite so..

wats happiness mean???

it said happiness means keep inside a blanket when is winter...

幸福 wats tat means??

i think we r all having..

bcos of we r healthy & having alot adi...

dun alwys blame tis or tat..

learn to appreciate...

i hope to change myself...

不要常常依赖别人..是时候学会独立了..

要加油哦!!!不想带麻烦给人家还有自己..

我也讨厌自己这样..是时候改了...

常常提醒自己我是幸福快乐的那一个..

haha...2day went to lm saw my sis'teacher walking when we were in de car..

asked my little sis to open window & said hi to her..

fainally~ she said (hi.mrs lili)

de techer jus walking pass bcos HER VOICE WAS TOO LOW!!!

hahahahaha...we keep laugh at her...

& said ur voice should be vry loud wat??ha..

when u scolding some1 was screaming til we can bu outside..

haha...she so fish...

saw a beg at petaling street..so nice...maple de..

& alot flower^^ haha...

bi bi birth wanna reach jor..

i need to prepare de thing also haven finish...yer...

cos dun noe 1 so bad mood tis week...

hope will recover as fast...

now im better la...

dun worry...

Saturday, September 12, 2009

title: im not ok now!!!!!!!!
stupid!!!!!!

haiz...tis week i realli so unhapi...

& now he cos play game go c.c also dun wan acc me lo...

i adi ask about tat also no use!!!

den means im not such a important person to him...

so jus choose game ba...& let me out off hurt lo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hate reliationship now lo...

damm....

im stupid pll!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

jus get aways from me if u will hurt me...pls.....

我发现我不适合爱情...

我会让对方没有自由..他会很辛苦...

或许我单身会比较好吧..自己跟别人也不会辛苦..

我以为我学会忍让,让对方有空间..我已经努力了..

可是结果还是一样!!!

为什么??

今天还没下课就饿到不得了~

就和朋友早下课^^

可能一下吃太快还是什么胃痛了..

真惨!!放学开会和朋友一起弄书签...

过后妈眯说我没有告诉她我留堂..被训话~

真不爽!!比又没来!讨厌!

我现在连拥有你的6个小时都没有!!!

心清不太好!!终是闷闷不乐的..

唉~~功课又多!!烦死了!!

没事不要来惹我~我会发神经..

纬~不要乱想了!要开开心心哦!!

比!我真的超不好!!有谁可以帮我?

自己都受不了自己...

啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊~今天妈眯生日!

庆祝了鲁~我们买了个蛋糕给她..

无所事事~~~~~~~~

Thursday, September 10, 2009

title: damm fan!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
omg...

wats mood is tata???

i realli dun noe...

tis weeek so bad mood la..haiz...

at home feel tat so noisy la...

love???ok la...but bi alwys dun go skul make me on t vry hapi lo...

fren???she having some problem so we r worry about her...

at skul although hav fun but those fun jus in a shot time...

& tat quite stupid de fun..haha...

wat happen on me???

izzit onli cry can take away my stupid mood???

i dun hope so...hope stand under de rain ah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

now hearing atupid song tat i won hear almost...

haiz!!!!Stupid mood la.............

i hope hav a ppl tat realli understabd me talk to me...

haiz...izzit getting worst about my life???

wat should i do???dun feel hungry jus feel asleep..

after sleep i do not need to think everything!!!!

真的不想长大~永远处于被保护的生活..那该有多好??

Tuesday, September 8, 2009

title: 有公仔没有老公.有戏没有老婆^^
haha...

ystday altough bi din go skul i hav a bit angry...

but still ok la..

he bought me a snoopy again~~^^

hehe...so hapi lo..

thx bi..muacks..

he so funny oh...said tat i hav snoopy no him..

den i mai said bak him got movie no me lo...haha..

our skul hav 2guys get influza A..So we hav to wear face mask.

we keep take pic v wearing pic..wakaka..is fun~

chit chat at class den...our skul gonna hav a hollowen...

we discuss tat about de dress...they said chin cai

wear a shit den put major paper on ahoulder after poul some tomato souce..omg..

he is getting sot..cos he jus having a reliationship nearly...

wakaka...he is so hapi for tat...

nth special la..wakaka...

is bored at 9..did not hav any nice movie..

wanna wait til9.30pm..

tats all ba..

last..thx bi for tat snoopy..i love it much..

muacks...i love u!!

Saturday, September 5, 2009

title: 超及纳闷!!!我拥有他6个小时但过着大该18个小时孤单的生活..
很闷啊!!!

一大早起来就吃东西~(其实已经12点多了)

准备出门到旧吧生路去织东西,车却开不动..

等爸爸回来..然后换车可是肮脏所以先洗车..

5点多回到来超饿..吃过面后就继承织弟弟的帽子..

冲凉吃饭..我们5兄弟姐妹聊天..

比今天跟朋友出去看戏..

然后我的sim card got a bit probelm..

he cant find me..den i use hp de time onli called him..

ystday he got accompany me a while de..

den ply game..i wake up at mid9 den called him..

but he alsi like dun wan talk v me..

den y asked me to called him if i cant slp lei??

haiz..ystdy i cried alone...

no1 noe at all...

my heart was pained...

vry vry pained...

i adi do wat u hope...

today i told u wats my feeling..

hope u will think about it...

is a bored day~~~~

Friday, September 4, 2009

title: 哭的眼都肿了..很辛苦...
我只是想要你陪..

可是打机对你来说还重要过我吗?

你说没有可是为什么每此都这样呢?

就不能让我吗?

我是你爱的人吗??

而且你破了你的承诺..

你竟然再一次的用...骂我!!!!

其实我已经心碎了...

当我已经慢慢地将心打开地去爱你..

你却伤害我..

我会害怕受伤害而不想付出..

当你发现你很爱一个人的时候他却在伤害着你...

那种感觉真的真的不好受!!!!

我已经尝试过很多很多次了!!!

不想再这样!!!

不要让我害怕爱情!!不要毁掉我对爱情的梦..好吗??

我已经不期望你对我怎样..只是不要再伤害我了..

在这里告诉你我没有办法忘记了!!!

请不要在提!!!

连想要找人说说话的对像都没有~~

哎!!!!!!!

所有人其实已经站在我身边但是感觉他们斗离我好远好远~~~

在写这片东东,眼泪不知不觉地落下..

对不起!我也不想~~

你不喜欢我哭那就不要让我把泪谁流出!!

我也不喜欢哭!!!

到现在我还很记得你的语气,你对我说的每一句!!!

有一天我不再为你哭的时候你就不会在我哭的时候骂我!!!!

你说你要空间难道我没给你吗?

现在我也不是让你做想的吗??

现在我不是一个人吗??????

虽然我超爱自由...但是我更需要一个人在我需要他的时候在我身边!!!

我超讨厌一个人!!!讨厌孤独,孤单!!!!!!!!!!!!!

或许你不明百我为什么就那么一点事就这样...

那是因为我真的不想被受伤害了!

希望我的爱情还没有到绝望吧~

Thursday, September 3, 2009

title: bi din go skul 2day~lazy..
wait gou gou so long oh..

& in skul lo...

at hall den started done ea homework...

2day nth special la...

whole day also do homework..

alot nia...cham...

go pm saw bb err..

hehe...my bro alwys saw him also said..

so dun lan lo..

haiz...

damm no mood...also dun noe y..

haiz...like beside de ppl leave me so far..

although we hav playfull & everything..

but when i cool down i will feel like so alone..

wakaka..sot sot de...

Wednesday, September 2, 2009

title: funny,sad,happy,lame
in de morning...

de hall sudden be so quite..

some 1 sneez loudly..wakaka...

altough dun noe is who..

si funny & feel tat person sure fish sei..

den ah john help him to saod excuse..

dam lame lol..

den chit chat v fren at class...

wau...2day din study at all..

talk alot thing...movie de,funny de,news de..

about our class photo..

hsuan is so funny at de pic..

& ghost..today is 14.7 lei...

oh!!bobo cut her hair lei...

ystday saw her still long hair..

so shock...

den sc clas slp..

last 2 period wake up & copy ea notes..

er sudden said reset ah??

wau..is going finih skul lei..

slp til dun noe time passing so fast..

reali sha..

sad de is about bi abit onli la..

den also nth le..

tis morning he so 体贴oh...

c my beg heavy anot..^^

tuition de time saw teacher dog so good boy nia..

cute~~

dun noe wan rite wat le...

a bit bored~~

Tuesday, September 1, 2009

title: hav a bit bad luck lei~~
after skul get cat lei...

omg..bi still laugh oh..

so shui...

erm...2day also nth special la..

at account class i listen to teacher lei..

so guai lui..haha...

reset time bi cos hav shanti class so later down..

den i v er go canteen 1st lu..

bought a mee to him..

dun noe he came down anot..

but finally also came down le..^^

so worry dun noe how if he din came down...

finish skul when waiting grandpa fetch so funny..

i play v my youngest sis...^^

alwys like to bite her face de wo..

dun noe y??wakaka...

cos so cubby...^^

now so bored lei...

teacher's car broke so din hav tuition le..