
welcome to my diary
Monday, May 23, 2011
title: all of sudden
changed my mind via the video from a tag of friend...
but doesn't worth or change anything...
what to do? ntg...
jus forget about it..not going to write further details here on this matter...
dearests...i miss u all a lot...
the moment we gossip at class...slept at class...
laughing all around....why do college dont have this nice experience...
as lecturer dont repeat it again...no tuition for coll...
am i right?
i miss the moment while teacher teaching in front the class...
we still can talk,smile,play...
i really miss that...took a lot a lot of photo...
skip classes together...
massage in the class...
have to go toilet in a whole gang...
went to other classes to gossip...
the environment...is unforgettable~!
that the most happy memory in my entire life..i swear...
bcos it doesn't happen again...
love u guys...always...last forever~!
muacks...
pan pan @ 8:59 PM
Sunday, May 22, 2011
title: impossible...
i knew once we broke up,we'll never walk the same path anymore...
i jus can't accept the facts now...is too cruel...
but i'm the one who asked u stay firm with ur decision...wth~!
conflict right? ish! i knew...what else i can do? ntg ntg ntg...keep reminding myself...
time time time...all i need are time...sigh~~
i nobody to u...i jus a passer-by in ur life...
waiting never the option....is that true?
then why we met? for what?
ladies not necessary have to depend on man right?
of coarse...
sigh..ntg much to write...
bye...
pan pan @ 1:08 AM
Thursday, May 19, 2011
title: how long i never been here?
eventually,came back and decided to write something here...
1st,started my college life...a lot of new friends...they are nice and friendly..^^
we have a lot of funny moment...
rushing for studies since i enrolled...ish...
kept playing as well...told myself have to arrange my time properly...
yet,i never done it...
other part of my life,what should i do?
done what have decided by us since the long long time ago..
but we broke it yesterday...did we really?
i think the answer should be nope..right?
we remain our relationship as well...
ntg different beside that...
i wish i can hate u thus,i can protect myself from getting hurt...
but i really dun like that feeling exist...
is torture my life...
but if u do something cruel to me,i'll sad...
ahahahah~!going to mad...
use 1st assesment as my excuse to avoild u,maybe..can i?
hope so...nights...^^
pan pan @ 11:34 PM